Not Here

[kihou]

So, BR's punting a month, because our zampolit's actually doing her job and making us have a game before we run it. While it's too bad, it does make room for other interesting stuff.

Intercon's being fun, but I make a really lousy mobster. I guess I'm just not good at taking charge of things publicly. Or fratricide.

There was something introspective I was going to say, but I have no idea what it was, so I'll say something else introspective instead. It says something about my personalit(y/ies) that when I'm emotionally unstable there's a pretty good chance that I stop and think, "OK, I'm emotionally unstable. Why? What should I do about it? Hmm... I should frob up a plan." It's like I'm being roleplayed by someone lousy at being emotional. Like myself. Except, I could probably pull off emotionally unstable better than... well, maybe not. It's easier to roleplay killing people than being angry. I guess I should focus more on roleplaying with emotion. Or watch more movies.

P.S. If you're tempted to be worried, you don't need to. It's nothing sleep and maybe some food won't fix.

Comments

[l33tminion]

Markos will be disappointed...

Also, I don't trust your postscript.

[kihou.livejournal.com]

I'm actually vaguely curious how many mundane reasons you could list. Regardless, I should get some sleep, for the few days I don't have someone keeping me up to an unly hour.

[l33tminion]

Nothing off the top of my head, save intuition. But "mundane" is rather limiting here. How many people roleplay themselves? Strange loops indeed...

My advice: Get a second opinion.

[kihou.livejournal.com]

I've gotten plenty of opinions. One new ally/friend reminds me that it's a mistake to not consider how the mundane and the not affect each other, because others will.

Also, there were several mundane reasons in this post, and several more you could easily infer (although some are logically silly...).

[l33tminion]

Right, well, I didn't list the reasons in this post because I assumed that they were a given. As far as others, maybe I'll be able to think about things more clearly when I'm over this accursed cold...

[blackmoonlight.livejournal.com]

Emotionally unstable? Sleep. And chill. Let me know if anything else in the other department happens.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_starlady_/]

when I'm emotionally unstable there's a pretty good chance that I stop and think, "OK, I'm emotionally unstable. Why? What should I do about it? Hmm... I should frob up a plan." It's like I'm being roleplayed by someone lousy at being emotional. Like myself.

Sorry. That was just too precious. You know how hard it is to get me grinning this early Sunday morning?

[kihou.livejournal.com]

^_^

[storyhobbit.livejournal.com]

Heh, roleplaying yourself.

Seriously, there are a great many ills that really can be cured (or at least helped significantly) by food and sleep. It's so much harder to be emotionally stable when one is tired and hungry. The trick is recognizing when one really needs sleep and food and getting them, rather than saying, "Well, I should really be asleep, but I think I'll stay up another few hours...."