Eh, I've had, and have, trouble expressing myself too. That's why I talk to my self... and I sing to myself in fake words and scribble in bright colors on peices of paper... And write things down on stationary and put them in hidden places in my room every night... And replay them in mind over and over again 'till I fall asleep.

I am really messed up. ::hits head with the palm of her hand and says "Heal":: Oh well. It's better then expressing myself in harmful and violent ways.